Sunday, October 17, 2010

Beloved Pet/Bestfriend

(have a few pictures of them in the blog)
So it has been about 8 months since my dog, Cotton, died. I miss him so much! He was an American Eskimo Miniature. He was all white, with a curly fluffy tail. He had beautiful brown eyes and the biggest heart a 20 lb animal can have.
He was the 1st dog I'd ever had. i got him when i was in 6th grade and lost him a couple of months before i turned 24. Some people have no idea how close you can get to a animal. He wasn't just a pet to us, he was family. He died of stomach cancer. I feel like it was my fault. He had been sick for awhile and i didn't pick up on it soon enough. He was sluggish, tired, and not eating much! I thought it was because he ate something he shouldn't have, like something out the trash. My ignorance probably killed him!
I have been having these dreams about him lately and i have no idea why. I'm not really sure dreams mean anything! I couldn't stop thinking about him so i decided to write a blog about him. I miss him so much.


I also have another dog, Max. He's a Golden Lab. He is so sweet! He took Cotton's death harder than everyone. He's still grieving. He has replaced Cotton with me. He follows me everywhere i go, hates to be in a room alone! If I'm not home he sits in front of my bedroom door until i return. Cotton's death bought us closer together. Max is old as well. He's about 95 lbs and he'll be 10 this year. He's my big man and I'm so glad I have him here when i need a companion.

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